We requested Angel Haze to doc a month of her life for us and, as anticipated, the multi-talented artist created a ravishing scrapbook of her October. Get pleasure from.
Phrases and Pictures by Angel Haze
Right here i’m studying to breathe solar once more, watching a person whose life nears its finish throw a line into the water asking what life it has to offer. I felt the identical.
You mentioned clouds shaped in your chest each time i touched you and if i used to be courageous sufficient, id want for perpetually on each fallen star inside you.
Generally i haven’t got phrases, they’re simply emotions crawling round in my pores and skin searching for an exit.
Once you see love, go get it fam.
I discovered myself saying goodbye to all of the totally different individuals ive been and hidden inside. With all of the energy it takes, i proceed to decide on my true path.
It’s my present to carry the sky all the way down to earth So that you could be know heaven
A portray im engaged on.
I need to open up
wider than ever earlier than
A lot so
every little thing flies residence
and nothing that isnt good feels welcomed right here
That i grow to be empyrean stretched fully over this complexed situation letting my coronary heart beat solar my lungs be wind
A imaginative and prescient unwrapped and given once more
Wind washed coloration all over the place however residence.
Theres one thing concerning the eyes and the way they scream every little thing awake how they reply
whenever you actually see them.
you might be all the time hiding
pushing your presence far
behind your coronary heart
pressed like a tulip to your backbone
you snort all of your feeling skinny
till your physique is a mist
of every little thing and nothing you’ll be able to contact however i need you continue to
i need your blooming and spreading
to see the solar style the tip of you drawing you out
the sound of your personal spirit
asking to remain some time
i advised you id love you regardless of what i knew
your pricks and vines won’t preserve me from you i’ll attain for you
past the worry of you touring your self
decide you up from anyplace
in your collapsing thoughts..
and my love will carry you
even when youve misplaced your means
bathing in moon-shine
curled childishly into the guts of your feeling
I’ll present you a spot
that may maintain you
A sound ive by no means heard crawled from my throat this morning. it tasted like nowhere ive ever been earlier than
When im with you
I dont know what my physique is
I simply understand it was made to like
Over time, ive been studying to essentially love and see myself. I feel that is what my journey has been all about. Ive leaned into the world and outdoors of myself too many instances to consider in a technique. Ive realized that to be susceptible is to reside synchronized with God, all the time letting every little thing have its place. I dont maintain on to worry anymore and thats one of the best half. Ive realized to let it have its place too.
Unhoused man thrown about by world Chasing birds
Standing between right here and all over the place
All of my associates are made of fireside.
I dont love you,
however you liberate me.
I climb up this chimney throat
And inform you every little thing
I assumed was ash
You make me hungry
and every little thing pink on this tender world I need to provide you with house
to return aside
and be acquired
to have the flooring of your earth
The world dances in my chest. Gentle jumps throughout the sands and in some way i really feel residence, positioned securely within the seat of myself. It feels good to be revived, prepared and roaring in direction of function once more.
Good friend dressed because the invisible man. We roamed the noise riddled streets of LA searching for anyplace to witness time passing.